Sunday, February 27, 2011

Do You Ever Think ...


That everyday almost the same ...

That what you do not always the same as what you think ...

That what you done actually just a small things to others ...

That you already try your best but still let others reject ...

That the one you love is not the one you will stay with ...

That your smile is to show that you are fine but actually not ...

That when you are top 1 but actually you didn't look outside the world ...

That when you started the 1st step there is no U-turn ...

That if you didn't make that move, these will not be happened ...

Lastly,

That when you started to "THINK THAT", you actually feel sad ...

Stop "THINK THAT" ...

To all who sad always,

"Happy Ever After"

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Some Love Means Forever After Die, Some Love Just Started After Die


Just finish read a chinese love story ...


Quite touch and interesting ...


Sometimes we have someone who really love us ...


But we don't cherish them ...


Until they gone, we only start to regret and hate ourselves ...


We not always so lucky to have someone who love us so much ...


Please treasure every moments they spend with us ...


Make no regret in relationship ...


The lesson I learn from that story ...


"Treasure every person who beside you always,


Don't wait until they gone only started to regret."

Saturday, February 19, 2011

I Have A Dream


I have a dream ...


Dream that there will be no 2012 ...


Dream that there is no war ...


Dream that there is no disaster ...


Dream that I can together with my family until old ...


Dream that after graduated me and all of my friends can sit around and have a dinner ...


Dream that me and my friends live healthy ...


Dream that you dream the same dream ...


Dream that I can live in happiness throughout my life ...

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Happy To What We Are What We Have What We Done


Last time I use to blame why my life like this why my life like that ...


But I realize that I not the worst ...


Some people life more worst than us ...


Everytime when I done something that makes me regret ...


I will think why I will make this step ...


If I can went back to past ...


Everything will be okay ...


But we didn't think that maybe the step we make already is the best ...


Try to think that we have try your best ...


Or tell yourself, I will done better next time ...


We should cherish to what we are ...


what we have ...


what we done ...


Live happily for rest of our life ...


Thursday, February 10, 2011

Love Story(Nothing Gonna Chg My Love For You)


There is a girl name Qian. Her father passed away before she born. She live with her mother, grandmother and stepfather. Her grandmother and stepfather doesn't like her so much. So when she reach secondary school level, her mother sent her to a private school. Lot of rich family sent their children to that school. Qian look different among them because she was poor. She just have $123.5 per month and just enough her to buy food for a month. So everyday after her classmates finish having their meal, she will hide at the corner to eat buns and pickled vegetables. But Qian have a strong personality so every examination, she will get highest marks in her schools. Many parents ask her to teach their children but she reject them because she don't like the attitudes of rich children.




One day, one of her classmates name Gong asks Qian to teach him. Qian smile and say,"Why should I teach you". Gong bravely and say," Because my result too bad". This word have impact Qian a little. Qian look at him and think that he is different than others and he always wear an old shirt to school. So Qian decided to help Gong and Gong also will pay some tuition fees to her. Slowly they both become closer. Qian found out that Gong birthday on 31st Dec. That day after school, a BMW park outside the school and fetch Gong. Qian look at him and think"Why they can so rich, why they can drive BMW?". Gong just smile at Qian and go in that car. Day by day have pass, how Qian teach Gong study so much but still Gong doesn't seem improve alot. Final examination is coming. Slowly they just care their study and din't have tuition anymore. Final examination result came out, Qian get Top One in the school. Qian as her wish go in to Xing Hua University and 50 marks higher than the Top two student.




University haven't start yet so Qian decided go back home to visit her mother because they din't see each other for a long time. But when she reach home, her stepfather scold and beat her. She been force to left that house. Before she left, she just hope to look at the balcony for her mother but just saw her grandmother throwing her luggage outside from the balcony. Qian went back to Beijing again and started to look for place to live. Suddenly she saw a granny packing a room. She ask her,"Do you rent this room". Granny say,"Yes, you want to rent it?"."Yes", say Qian. So Qian rent the room for $100 per month. Suddenly she saw someone who long time didn't see, Gong. Qian doesn't want him to see how pity she are so she ask him angrily,"Why you are here?". "I came to visit my Grandaunt", Gong say. After listen what Gong say, she knew that Gong have know everything. After that, Gong congrat her for successfully study at Xing Hua University. Gong also say that his father wants him to study overseas. Qian just jealous at him and say,"You all rich people like to sent their children overseas." Gong ask Qian to do him a favour before he leave. He want Qian to work for her mother because her mother's company not enough workers. Salary is $600 per month. Qian promise him. Before Gong leave, Qian treat Gong to dinner.




After Gong left, Qian half work half study. Slowly her salary raise to $2000 per month. Qian have a roommate. She very unruly but she din't bully Qian before. Qian have meet a competitor in her class name Lin. Every examination he will score higher than Qian. One day, Qian don't want to lose again and tell him that next exam she will score higher than him. Examination result came out, Qian really get the highest marks but Lin get zero for all the subjects. Qian very angry and run towards Lin and ask,"Why you get zero for all the subjects?". Lin doesn't say anything and just pass all exam paper to Qian. Qian look at the paper and mark it one after another. She find out that Lin marks should be higher than her. Lin say,"My aunt work as academic affairs and I request her not to mark my paper. I want get zero marks be..." Lin suddenly hug Qian and say "because I love you.".How strong a girl are also will become soft at that moment. Qian have been touch by Lin therefore they started to become couple. Not long enough, they have sex.




Everytime Qian will give some money to Lin because want Lin have some face. Slowly giving money to Lin become ordinary for them. Qian birthday is near and she think that the money that she give Lin enough to bought her a diamond ring. Today is her birthday but Lin din't contact her. She though Lin wanna give her a surprise. Suddenly her phone rang and she quickly answer and scold,"Where have you been?". But the person who call her shock. Qian know that she scold the wrong person and she ask who speaking. The person is Gong and he wanted to wish Qian happy birthday. Qian just say thank you and tell Gong that she busy right now. Right after she hang the phone, the phone rang again. Now really is Lin. After receive the call, Qian quickly go out to meet him. When she reach, she saw Lin face look so sad. Lin ask her to stay beside him. Lin told her that he have fall in love to someone name Ting. But Ting have follow a rich guy. So he buy a ring with the girl name on it but still reject by her. Qian look at the ring. She hate herself why she know how to read. If not she would not know what is the word on that ring. She almost crying but still comfort Lin that everything will be fine. Not long enough, Qian stop working for Gong's mother and hired by Gong's father. Slowly Qian graduated and also break up with Lin.



Qian follow Gong's father to Shen Zhen do some business. After few years of hard working, Qian become China Branch Manager of a company and the company Main Branch is in England. Slowly Qian start to have houses and cars to prove that she can become rich people too. Gong finally come back to China. He invited Qian to his house for dinner. After dinner, Gong want Qian follow him to a 5-star Hotel. Qian wanted ask why but see Gong beg her so much so she go with Gong. Gong bring Qian into a room and suddenly lots of clown play music and sing for her. Gong push out a huge cake and wish Qian happy birthday. Qian very happy and touch because already long time no people celebrates birthday for her. Just that moment, Gong kneel down and take out a diamond ring. His face looks serious and say,"Would you marry me?". Qian ask give her a reason. "Because I love you", Gong say. Qian nod her head and say yes but she don't know whether right or wrong because she still cannot forget Lin but Gong's parents treat her very well. So they married.


After married, Qian like long times busy working but Gong just stay at home surf net and plant flower. Qian doesn't like Gong because she busy working whole day and he just enjoy his life. One day, she angrily and ask"Why only I need to busy working but not you?" Gong smile and say"Then you can stop working and stay at home with me. Anyway money that my parents earn enough for us to live forever." Qian very angry and scold,"Why should we need to spend your parents money, we don't have the capacity to earn money?". But everytime when Qian angry, Gong will quickly make Qian calm down.


One day, a stranger have added Qian from messenger. Qian can feel that the guy is Lin. Qian guess correct and she also found out that Lin become manager of a company. She felt that his husband very useless. When Qian reach home and saw Gong just looking at his plant. She very angry and say,"You only know how to enjoy your life, not like others". After Gong heard that word, he ask,"your 'others' is him?". Qian straight away slap Gong heavily. Gong without second words and leave the house. Already two days Gong didn't return back. Qian realize that she too over but she not dare to call Gong. Suddenly she think about the Gong's diary that Gong not allow her to read. So she decided to read it.


XX-XX-XXXX(Date)


.... My class have a girl that look different from others. Everytime every students finish their meal, she will hide at the corner to eat buns and pickled vegetables. I want to help her but she hate rich people. I have to came out an idea. ...


... Today I ask dad to make me an old shirt. I think wear this shirt can easily talk to her and she won't hate me. She promise to teach me. I purposely do bad in exam so that I can spend more time with her. Although she always scold me stupid but I feel very happy. ...


... Today is my birthday, my father came to school to fetch me but I not happy at all because I scare she will estrange me. Tomorrow is her birthday, I hope I can call her to go in to my car but I know she wouldn't. So I just give her a smile. I feel that I like to wear old shirts. Maybe is I fall in love to her. ...


... My parents know I love her, my dad argee that if I can in Xing Hua University, I can together with her. So I started study hard. But she a person who like to win. So I decided every subject purposely don't answer some question. 50 marks less than her. Become Top Two in school. But my parents want me to study overseas. If not he will tell her that what I have done for her. So I promise to study overseas. ...


... Before I left, I invite her to my mom's company to work. I scare she know I purposely help her so I ask my mom to bluff her and say that many workers have left the company. She want to treat me to dinner. I say I wanted to eat beef noodle. She firstly don't argee but I say I like to eat beef noodle. Because I know if both of us eat just spend $3. She still have $597 for herself. After that dinner, I wanted to vomit because I didn't eat something that taste so bad before. ...


... So coincidence, her roommate is my primany school friend. I tell her not to bully her. If not she will know. ...


... I heard from my friends that she got a boyfriend. Want to ask her how she is lately. But can't find any reason to call her. ...


... Today is her birthday. Finally have a reason to call her. But when I heard her voice, she like very busy. My friend told me that she didn't went back to her room. I very scare, I don't want anything worst happened. ...


... In England, I work very hard. But I cannot tell her my achievement. Scare she will ignore me. After some hard work, finally my company can have one branch at China and manager is her. I can take it easy now. I want go back to China. I cannot tell her these few years of hard work. But I don't care she got boyfriend or not, I want to propose to her. ...


... She promise to marry me. ...


... Marriage that day, I purposely let my finger bleed and make some red spot on the bed. Although she and me know that she not the 1st time but in my heart, she forever is the person I treasure the most. ...


... After marriage, she still busy working and I hope to see her once per day. So I use my computer to contact my Main Company's vice manager in England. In her hearts how useless I am also nevermind. Most important is didn't hurt her. ...


... I can feel that she having contact with Lin. I very scare I lost her again. I cannot live without her. I really want to together with her forever. ...


... Qian, I really really don't want to lost you again. ...


After reading Gong's diary, Qian's tears already flow over her face. The guy who always beside her have help her so much and do all things just for her. She didn't wonder again and straight away call Gong and say,"Sorry, I know I have done wrong. Please come back."."Give me a reason for coming back",Gong ask.


"I LOVE YOU"

-Story created by someone else, I just translate it-

Sometimes you will never know how much the person beside you have done just for you.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Back To Normal Again


Just finish having Chinese New Year ...


Every things just change back to normal ...


Friends who come back for Chinese New Year celebration slowly left ...


I always think that why CNY holiday cannot be longer ...


Just enough time for me to visit my relative but not enough for my friends ...


My body having classes but my soul still having CNY mood ...


Need to wake up ...

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Cards








Actually I like to keep cards ...
I receive and keep it from Form One until now ...
Especially birthday cards ...
This year I receive one too ...
Quite Special ...
Pictures above are the cards that I received ...
Just to share it ...
Btw,
Wish you all
Happy Chinese New Year